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NO PAIN, NO GAIN.... right?
Argh. After 4 hours of work, grocery shopping, and a 40 minute bike ride (to test out a route), I'm... just BEAT. DX Augh, so stupid. I totally screwed myself over with that damn 2 hour tour the other day. XD BLAR.
Good side is, Mom says I'll get used to it. I sure hope so.
I just felt a lot more shaky on my bike today, and I felt every bump in the road... I don't know if it's because I was trying riding with my lock bungeed on to the back (because of more weight) or if it was that I was tired, or if I knocked something out of place when I went over this one bump (because it felt fine after I hit that bump again XD) of if I didn't warm up, or maybe the road was just bumpier. XD I think it's all of the above.
Augh.
Also, yesterday I was thrown onto the drive-thru window at work, so I had to learn that. D: SO hectic. At least this other guy was taking the orders- I just made change and handed out food. Today, however, was SUPER slow, and I was assigned to clean- EVERYTHING. I swept the dining room like 3 times, wiped the tables on rotation, cleaned windows, learned how to do dishes... XD Lucky me, though, I got off 10 minutes early, actually... And, I met the dreaded district manager. XD He was nice to me, but he doesn't know me, either... I've heard horror stories. D:
Gar. I can only hope that I can recover. I'm probably working my body too hard, now. God, I just need to figure out a balance - because I want to build up my strength, and endurance for work and biking, but if I keep at this pace, I'll just murder myself in the process, and that's not gonna help!
AGH. XD
I guess, I'm just a mess of finding out my shortcomings lately, and I'm not liking it too much. XD I try to keep a positive self-image, a can-do, I can do anything I set my mind to, I'm beautiful and smart and talented and awesome, attitude, and reality is kicking me in the ass everywhere I go. T^T So I guess, I want to be as awesome as I wish I was... *sigh* So I'm trying to work at it, only to prove I'm ultra-fail.
I can't even play MGS3 worth shit anymore. XD But I think that's just because I'm out of practice. So, me hunting all those small animals yesterday has a purpose!!! It does!!!
D8! I'm going to have to play more often, so my food doesn't go bad!!!!!! DDDD8
Hm, motivation. : ]
Also, reading FMA makes me want to get back to the Envy costume... I just need to find appropriate patterns. I want it to be a swimsuit~ so I'm going to have to learn how to sew that material~...
And figure out how to make that top so that it closes smoothly, because it would honestly not go over my head.
Also, need to figure out that fucking insane wig. GAH, human hair doesn't do that. D: I'm seriously considering making it out of another material. Like fake leaves, since I've heard people snickering on the internet that he's a palm tree. XD
And I need to pay a visit to the hardware store, and the military surplus store, for my Pyro costume. GOD I want to make that flamethrower so bad. XD Hey, you think I can get a big thing of pretzels at like, the dollar store? Where do they sell those at?
8|... So much to do, so little physical capability. XD
And sorry for the long post. I figure, I haven't posted in awhile, so I can post more than normal, yeah? XD I'll stop it if I keep it up, or if you have complaints - feel free to comment if you do. XD
Good side is, Mom says I'll get used to it. I sure hope so.
I just felt a lot more shaky on my bike today, and I felt every bump in the road... I don't know if it's because I was trying riding with my lock bungeed on to the back (because of more weight) or if it was that I was tired, or if I knocked something out of place when I went over this one bump (because it felt fine after I hit that bump again XD) of if I didn't warm up, or maybe the road was just bumpier. XD I think it's all of the above.
Augh.
Also, yesterday I was thrown onto the drive-thru window at work, so I had to learn that. D: SO hectic. At least this other guy was taking the orders- I just made change and handed out food. Today, however, was SUPER slow, and I was assigned to clean- EVERYTHING. I swept the dining room like 3 times, wiped the tables on rotation, cleaned windows, learned how to do dishes... XD Lucky me, though, I got off 10 minutes early, actually... And, I met the dreaded district manager. XD He was nice to me, but he doesn't know me, either... I've heard horror stories. D:
Gar. I can only hope that I can recover. I'm probably working my body too hard, now. God, I just need to figure out a balance - because I want to build up my strength, and endurance for work and biking, but if I keep at this pace, I'll just murder myself in the process, and that's not gonna help!
AGH. XD
I guess, I'm just a mess of finding out my shortcomings lately, and I'm not liking it too much. XD I try to keep a positive self-image, a can-do, I can do anything I set my mind to, I'm beautiful and smart and talented and awesome, attitude, and reality is kicking me in the ass everywhere I go. T^T So I guess, I want to be as awesome as I wish I was... *sigh* So I'm trying to work at it, only to prove I'm ultra-fail.
I can't even play MGS3 worth shit anymore. XD But I think that's just because I'm out of practice. So, me hunting all those small animals yesterday has a purpose!!! It does!!!
D8! I'm going to have to play more often, so my food doesn't go bad!!!!!! DDDD8
Hm, motivation. : ]
Also, reading FMA makes me want to get back to the Envy costume... I just need to find appropriate patterns. I want it to be a swimsuit~ so I'm going to have to learn how to sew that material~...
And figure out how to make that top so that it closes smoothly, because it would honestly not go over my head.
Also, need to figure out that fucking insane wig. GAH, human hair doesn't do that. D: I'm seriously considering making it out of another material. Like fake leaves, since I've heard people snickering on the internet that he's a palm tree. XD
And I need to pay a visit to the hardware store, and the military surplus store, for my Pyro costume. GOD I want to make that flamethrower so bad. XD Hey, you think I can get a big thing of pretzels at like, the dollar store? Where do they sell those at?
8|... So much to do, so little physical capability. XD
And sorry for the long post. I figure, I haven't posted in awhile, so I can post more than normal, yeah? XD I'll stop it if I keep it up, or if you have complaints - feel free to comment if you do. XD