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Jul. 22nd, 2009

L shocked "CAKE?!"

HAY

This is an interesting comic for arty people - I watched this chick's comic back in the day WHEN I HAD INTERNET and saw she had this new one up. It's sort of a comment on the artistic process or some such.
It's interesting, and I'm also just stupidly impressed with her drawing. XD

http://www.drunkduck.com/No_Shutup/index.php?p=511068

And HI I'M ALIVE. XD

Work's ok, sister's... ok, I'm starting to pack things, buy lots of stuff like desks and printers and file cabinets, which is all well and good and interesting, I'm just praying I have the room for it all. And the money. I'm calling my landlady tomorrow if she doesn't call me, I swear. She was on vacation last week and now the guy who was in my room should be gone, so we'll see about all of that. Bike needs an inspection...
Etc.
Also been really ADD with projects and wanting to start stuff, coming up with all these ideas and doing nothing. XD
And been working on cosplay! Franziska Von Karma, and Envy....
And being stuck in my house. D:

Oh yeah, and a few weeks back, I guess, maybe a month, I realized I wasn't drawing people with jaws. As in, NO JAWBONE FOR YOU!!! I don't know, for some reason, that piece of the anatomy was just not clicking. It solved SOOOO many problems I had with my work, it was ridiculous. XD
OHOHOHOHO.

Hope summer is finding y'all well. XD Peace OUT!

Apr. 5th, 2009

emo Yuko (xxxHolic)

Also-

Masao Kirishima is a fucking sonofabitch.
I re-scanned Mars, a shoujo manga I read back when I was a freshman/sophomore in high school, and it caused me to think a whole bunch of shit...
Basically, Masao is Sean's prototype, and I feel like a hack.
The fucked up logic in that manga became my own, internalized to the point where I thought I was being fucking original.
Fucking shit.
http://myanimelist.net/character/14084/Masao_Kirishima
Bitch even looks like him, disgustingly so.
I've developed Sean past that point, and given him more than a Mary-Sue ish/ganked personality, so I actually like him a lot better now, but it still irks me that this is his origin...
But what's really scary is just how much these theories of "Doing whatever you wanted just because you wanted to" (Masao) and "I'm just like you, I just don't act on it," (Kira, the girl in the story) influenced my fucking thinking... makes me sick.
I became Kira Aso, and she's not someone to aspire to be like, really...
I spent years thinking I was going to go crazy because of that sort of thinking. Because I thought violent things, I was afraid of becoming a psychopathic, violent person. In a way, I'm getting more afraid of it again. But I was convinced that there was someone else inside of me, that there were too many walls put up, and it's still true. And I'm still afraid of letting that person out.
I forgot about Mars, but internalized that idea until I felt compelled to create a character that characterized that conflict in myself, and I thought I was the one at fault...
I was young and dumb, and took it too much to heart...

I think this is why I don't read shoujo anymore.

In Mars, though, you can see pieces of my drawing style, and what interests me most in a manga- personal histories, psychology, how people interact. It's where my interest in comics began... That's why I still won't knock it entirely- I think it does its introspection well. But... I'm just mad... that it may just have fucked me up, too.

I wrote a longer rant about it, but this about sums it up. -_-;;
Sorry, guys...

Mar. 31st, 2009

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Alive~

Just postin' to let you know I'm alive. XD Just busy.

Haircut, weekend, brain sabotage, today, getting work done, commission!, doll contest that was oddly appropriate, and starfighter lol. XD )
Mmmhmmmmmmmmmm.

So yeah, that's what I'm up to. :D

Jan. 9th, 2009

girlycard ha ha

WHAT THE FUCK, I'LL JUST POST IT ALL!

Monday, Tuesday, and a little bit of Wednesday, for y'all's viewing pleasure. XD Or perhaps, displeasure.

----- MONDAY -----

The morning, going to Barnes & Noble, Nana comic review )
VALKYRIE!! )
Financial woes.... D8 )
HELLSING OVA V REVIEW )
Evening, dinner, and PHONE HOME... )
----- TUESDAY -----
Morning errands and MMMM RAMEN!!! )
Hellsing ANIME - episodes 1-3 )
TO STAFFORD! (part 2) Awesome birthday fun party. XD )
Tangent on drugs... Fears, and reminiscing about a person I once knew... )
Tuesday night/Early Wednesday morning )

I'll post the rest of the rant about coming home later. I posted the pertinent bits already, really, so I need to just find what isn't redundant and post that. XD

Dec. 21st, 2008

:P girlycard

Days... : B

THIS.... oh my word. Is a summary of... what? The past...4 days? WHOAH. AH. TIME GOING BY FAST. GAH GAH.
ANYway... This is what I've been up to. Sorry to put it all in one thing...
It took me 20 minutes to read, so just a heads-up. D: WTF I TALK TOO MUCH. D:
I also have a brief dissertation on Satanism in here somewhere. D: Because I was reminded of it. Lol.
Also, on family and animation and guns and gas masks and music and yadayada AHAHA.
So, here you go. I am NOT emo in this. I don't think. XD Except for the end. XD

RAMMMMBLLLE! )
GO! (guitar player gif)

ALRIGHTY!

Hey guys...

Well, so no comic PAGE update this week (though I am working on it.) I'm getting my things together, in a way...
NEW- versions of pages, banner, etc!!! Links in here! Also, ramblings/question! )

Oct. 22nd, 2008

:P girlycard

Check/Balance

0_0
A rundown of what's been going on, more stuff about Trigger, a comic I found... : D )
OH AND ABOUT FRIDAY-
There's the Rocky Horror Picture Show going on 9-11 PM Friday night in the Commons Plaza... 8D I've never seen it, but listened to some of it, which was... confusing... XD Anyone interested in going?
All I know is, I could use something... lighter? possibly? this week... XD

Oct. 19th, 2008

batshit insane Alucard

AHAHA- THANK YOU GOD FOR STEPHANIE MEYER.

Don't get me wrong, I still think the woman should die some horrible death (or for the love of god, stop writing, in the least) but...

Oh man.

See, lately I've been feeling very out of touch. EXTREMELY DEPRESSED and out of touch and fuckin' weird. )

But ANYWAY, after all of this shit going on, reading this woman's horrible excuse for fiction has not only given me a very clearly defined map of pitfalls to avoid with my own characters, but a sense of purpose.

And that purpose is to blow the shit that's being produced fucking out of the water.
Present to the world something better than what our cesspool of a society has been producing. All I can see all around me in so many directions is shit being excreted from people, and the adoring masses mindlessly gobbling it up as if it were shit from GOD. NO. It is just plain old shit, and it's disgusting and has no substance or value. In fact, it's poisoning us all.

So my goal in life is to write, illustrate, and/or direct stories with depth about people who could really exist, and that actually SAYS something. Stories that promote GOOD values to people - that teach people they have self-WORTH. Promote THINKING which is so remarkably absent in our world today. REAL love, and not just lust, or poorly made facades of love. TOLERANCE for people. ACCEPTANCE of yourself and others. Ideas that don't derive from the bible that just might be good ideas. Point out hypocrisies and injustices. Make people question and think and feel with my stories- that has always been the goal. But now I see even more urgency for it.

People are worshipping at cheap card houses... )

I have to fight this shit. I have to build a pure shrine that will make the card houses crumble at its very sight.

I may be a failure at life, but I want to be a sort of messaiah. XD How lame is that.
I don't think I can change the world, at least not on my own. I KNOW I can't change people. But I CAN change what is offered to them, and so I shall.

Oct. 15th, 2008

batshit insane Alucard

Hellsing/Dracula Dribble.

Because IT'S FALL BREAK NOW. XD

*Notes on Scanlations (stunning epiphany... I know...)
*Aquiline Noses (and rambling about plastic surgery, lol)
*Hirano Knows his Dracula (as he should)
- along with ramblings on what Dracula looks like, passages from the book, arguments about kitsch, etc...
*...And random notes on German Eagles and also eyeliner

Yo- in here. )
Ok enough. GEEEEEZ.. I'm REAALLLY thinking about this stuff too much.
SOMEONE needs to get shot... XD
Maybe with a tranq gun... XD

Oct. 11th, 2008

:P girlycard

(no subject)

Things I have learnt in the past couple days:

quite a bit )

Oct. 4th, 2008

batshit insane Alucard

Random thoughts

Can't be coherent, so I won't try. XD

A list of things I just wanted to say. XD About life...?

Hellsing Raws...
Animation extension
Spending too much money D :
xxxHOLIC!! D8
NIN - FREE ALBUM!!! The Slip
Canoeing
Religulous
Jesus=horus? LOLWUT???/Zeitgeist
Evangelion isn't crazy yet
Taxi Driver!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Obama people & LARPers. XD
CYLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONS!!!!!

Psssst- in here )
Ok, that's all for tonight. XD Busy busy busy! XD I feel busy! Oh so busy!~

Sep. 24th, 2008

batshit insane Alucard

ARARARARGH MUST TYPE SHIT

It's like an internal monologue which must be spewed. XD

Where to start?

Ah yes - the answer to Monday's emo-osity -
HORMONES.
I betcha that's it.
It feels like everything's exaggerated and blown way out of proportion. I guess I just need to keep that in mind and not let my emotions get the better of me...

But anyway...

what I've been up to, and reflections on... my work. Huh... )

Ok, dinnertime, and then LOTS OF ILLUSTRATING. D:
Zombie Walk Poster needs color and linework, text, AND a B&W version.
Then an Illustrator thing... that I'll try not to make too complex for myself.
8D
GOGOGO!!!

Sep. 7th, 2008

mad snake is mad

WHYYYYYY SHONEN JUMP USA, WHYYYYYYYY

I finally got around to looking in my SJ today, was going to just post a couple things, then I found out how HORRIBLY WRONG their translations are. D: Rant ensues.
But please look at it. I have examples, and awesome manga pages to show...
Duck - under da cut-  )

Jul. 31st, 2008

emo Yuko (xxxHolic)

On Fruits Basket

a random notion... )


But to the point...
My sister got this Fruits Basket fan-book at the bookstore the other day, and I got a chance to take a look at it... I remembered why I liked this series so much. Skimming the character bios and information, where they basically summarized a lot of their relationships and stories, I kept feeling like I was going to cry. There are so many stories in Furuba (which actually is it's failing, in my opinion - it starts to get really complicated and soap-opera-y...) but there are so many, many stories in there... all so sweet, sad. It's pages full of want and need - need to be wanted, accepted, loved, want to make something of themselves, want for purpose and reason, needing a place in the world, a reason to live. I remembered how much these books meant to me over the years I read them, and how those themes resonated with me so much. Because after all, isn't that what everyone wants? Acceptance and purpose?

Even though there's a lot of humor in it too, since the author is such a goof!, there's so much... there's a sense of being genuine and honest. It's a comic done very cleanly and precisely, with love... it's delicate, in a way, and yet very intense, emotionally.

It starts out so randomly. If I hadn't started reading it when I was in high school, I don't know if I would've picked it up now. The art was OK, the story seemed based on gimmick and pretty guys, and it's a school drama. But as time wears on, the art improves, the people RARELY turn into animals, it focuses less on school life and more on the Sohma family in general, and it seems to get closer to what the author wanted to say. Actually, I found out in an interview with the author printed in this book that she started from a scene she wanted to do at the end - and it all worked itself out from there...

Haha, I forgot about that... *reading wikipedia* but I like how she... uses art. She often has flashes of things go by, some of which happened earlier in the manga, but many of which are personal flashbacks by the characters. But you only see some image, or maybe a word or two, often times something mirroring what is happening in the present, and then the character's reaction... Eventually, the flashbacks are explained, but until they are, it's such a mystery...

She uses words like that too - mixing what is said and thought at exactly the same time... it's a good technique, and I can't explain... I guess it pretty much utilizes the medium of comics to its best ability - it does something only a comic can do...

It has a good balance between what is said and shown, which is a good thing, and it has nice pacing to it.

Every new volume I get, I start laughing, remembering what was exactly so funny about them, and by the end, I'm usually reading in my bed, my hands shaking and my mind spinning a little bit, affected by what I read. Maybe I just empathize with people and characters too much, I internalize things too much... but any book that does that to me, comic or otherwise, always holds a special place in my heart.

Looking at that fan book reminded me also of why I wanted to write comics in the first place - I get so touched by the stories I've read, I want to give something back, to make something that other people will be touched by... I want my words to affect someone else as much as other people's have affected me. I want to make people feel, laugh, cry, think about their lives... I want to give people hope...

I HIGHLY recommend Fruits Basket, especially the manga, since the anime seems to be... well, less awesome. XD They play up the "turning into animals" thing, they leave out that Momiji's half-German, Shigure isn't as much of a bastard with an agenda, but is rather a goofy guy, Akito... wahaha... and, in my opinon, they made Tohru a weaker character, leaving out lines and instances where she was being... a more assertive person. AND it cuts off I think somewhere in book 8? of the manga, and there's like 19 books and counting. XD

I have books 1, 9, and 11-19, 16 being... MIA currently... *glares at sister...*

When I asked her about it, she said we never had it, we borrowed it. Then I remembered. XD My friend told me she'd get me the next volume for my birthday. One day, I guess in January, she brought this, the next volume, to school, and I ended up borrowing it from her. But I expected her to get it for me, and she never did... I wonder if she figured since I read it already..? But STILL. Some friend...

So now, over time, I've forgotten that completely... huh...

Apparently there's a book 20 out that I don't have. 0_0 *shocked* and then there's 23 volumes total. Harummmm...

I think I'm going to buy some of these "Ultimate Editions" they're putting out that have 2 volumes in one large-size, hardcover book, since they're actually cheaper than if I bought them all individually. So for books 3-8... three big volumes... :D

Anyone who wants to borrow them from me is welcome to, certainly. They're all mine, I think... most of them I bought, or were presents...

The only reason why I don't have the earlier volumes is because my public library, believe it or not, had them - reading them in the library, where I was dropped after school, was what got me started. Just, when I got caught up to the new releases, I found out it it took them awhile to order the books, and then you had to be on the waiting list... so I got fed up with it and started buying them myself. Now I'm not so impatient, but still... So yeah, you guys can check it out from the library too!!

: ]

A-HA! Here, you can read the (48 page!) first chapter:
http://www.tokyopop.com/Fruits_Basket/tp_manga/1291812.html
Links to more recent chapters can be found over on the left, under Online Manga... Though they're incomplete, like teasers for the new books. But you can see the progression of the art, yes?
http://www.tokyopop.com/product/1194/FruitsBasket/

*reads preview for 20*

...

...!!!!

D8!!!!

Oh man oh man oh man oh man!!! WHY DIDN'T I KNOW ABOUT THIS!!! D8
Aw MAN...
Shit's goin' DOWN, son...

Jul. 28th, 2008

girlycard ha ha

Just some thoughts

Wahaha...

So I was just thinking we were due for another Shonen Jump, and TADAH!!! XD One just came in the mail as I was re-reading Bleach in the last one to remember where I was. Aw man... the art in Bleach is such love. <3 8D The earlier stuff is a little wonky, but the newer art is so GORGEOUS, man...
Where I'm at, Ichigo's just about to go over to the dark side. >:3
Or the dark-gray side...
Or something...
But Em's got the new issue, so I have to wait...

And MAN I wish I could've gone to Comic Con..... T_T Jhonen Vasquez was there, as was Tite Kubo (and it's pronounced "Tight" not "tee-te" like I thought. Wahaha...) both of whom are some of my idols. Oh well... I hope SOMEDAY to be good enough to be a GUEST at Comic Con... XD I'll meet everyone someday...

Oh, and this is HILARIOUS. Done by our very own Crystal...

PUNCHED!! remake from Crystal on Vimeo.
Video thanks to Rek. XD
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Jul. 22nd, 2008

emo Yuko (xxxHolic)

Stuff that's Amusing to Behold.

A linky post. Eh, 'tis nifty.

http://arts.guardian.co.uk/art/visualart/story/0,,2291826,00.html
Nifty Jamie Hewlett article. Read it, yeah?
It explains some of what he's up to now, and it sounds intriguing. And it has picturrres. :P

So, my sister found Jhonen Vasquez' Myspace, [which I didn't know he had. WTF? Why didn't I know this! XD ] and it has some spiffy pictures I hadn't seen before, which is always nice. http://www.myspace.com/proglottid
And then I found this:

[Argh, don't kill me for ganking it, Jhonen.]
Jhonen's got a WoW zombieeeee. XD XD XD XD
I was just scrolling along, and then I was like "WAIT WTF OMG THAT'S A FORSAKEN" 0_0 I knew he played WoW, but... yeah. XD I knew because I was just drawing one myself last night. XD (Post is forthcoming) Of course, his owns in the stylization department, but ah well. :3

...and I know you can actually get that sort of hair and teeth (at least I think so) which just made my awesome-nerd-power go up 5 points.

click for BATMAAAN and... erm, Gintama. )

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