Random Ramblings

Sorry guys, this is the last of it. D8 I'm sorry for your eyeballs and brains- please forgive me. D:

Sunday-Wednesday, but mostly Wednesday (New Years Eve):( Games, cleaning, Cowla, detiorating mental state, Cons, trip-plans, MSI cd, and much story-writing/planning. )


It took me 3 hours to get all my shit in order on the internet... XD Neglecting it for a week does that to you. Sorry to just 'check out' like that. I don't know why- I could have gone on, I just didn't feel like it. I've been pretty apathetic.
NOW, I'm totally stressed out. AKDGKADSG.
I have $100 in my bank account. DDD8 But then I realized, I still have savings, the money from AMA that I earned, money from Grandma, and I will get some money from Crystal from my cat-sitting job. So I SHOULD be OK. XD That should come to around... $320? Or so? But $90-130 of that (depending on how much of the job money I save) being savings which I'd rather not spend. I should be good until my loan comes in, though, so I should just chill. ^_^;;

But I have to finish cards and presents and are we going to Stafford on Saturday? and mom wants to help me clean my room, but I'll be gone on Saturday then [LOL!], and I haven't got my bookshelf up and it's 10 days until school starts and there's so many things I haven't done yet on my to-do list and my comic is super behind and I haven't even drawn my Holidays card yet for everyone and my god I have a huge fucking headache. 0_0

I think I need to take some Tylenol, drink some water, eat some crackers, and chillax. And get to sleep.
Gack, and I should work on that one thing.... yeah. D:

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! DDD8
"Why hello there? Why did you decide to come and play NOW YOU FUCKING BASTARD?!"

In good news, today was spent with pancakes for breakfast, an excursion to an awesome store downtown that I most definitely have to visit again (and will rave about when I am at liberty to do so ;D), and visiting Cowla, who is doing fine. Her shoulder lump is gone!
Also, interesting discussions with my mom about fame, popularity, politics, the stupidity that some people have, music... a whole slew of things.
I also found out my dad listened to Led Zeppelin. LOLWUT. XD

Also, creepy Hellsing trailer is creepy. XD

All I have to say is WTF-
WTF is with the computer voice?
WTF AWESOME animation
WTF AWESOME MUSIC OMG
WTF are they totally, um, referencing the whole "CHANGE" campaign thing...? D:
LOLWUT
OH MADHOUSE. YES, MAD CAN.

Mmmhmm....

And GAH! I still have yet to watch OVA 2&3 on my TV! D: I watched the special features on my computer (well, some of them.) but... yeah. Need to do...

I took my own advice (Tylenol/water/food trifecta) and am feeling better already. XD Thank god.

ALRIGHT! Now all that remains is to post me sketch up on DA.... :B

And now, here to astound you all, is Seir, with one of her (patents pending) EpicPosts©

Here is part one- Sunday December 21, 2008 through Wednesday December 24, 2008.

Sunday: ( Cleaning, cleaning, and religious emo ramblings. Goals in life.... )


Monday:( Visions and Family arguments )


Tuesday:( Notes on life, Sean revelation, the beginning of the sickness onslaught, Flashdance and Cleaning. )



( And Wednesday (really short) )


I severely apologize. D: And there's more! D8

My sister's afraid the world's going to end because of Swiss people trying recreate the big bang or summink (radiosoldier, I know you've been talking about it. : ] )
( Me ranting about my fail, my evening, my life, wanting to move, and why Sir Suicide isn't the answer- but he's looking tempting regardless. Basically, 'Sarah has an emoemoemo evening. )
'If the world ended tomorrow, part of me would be like "Aw crap." Because I didn't get to do all the things I wanted to do. Maybe now, thinking on it after this, I'd be kinda upset, because I didn't get to be the person I wanted to be, and maybe I didn't live my life how I should have. But on the other hand, part of me would just say "Thank God." Because I'd be out of this rat race they call 'life.' I just wouldn't have to fucking deal with it anymore. And my soul would float off to wherever it goes, along with everyone else's souls (since the whole world ended) and so I wouldn't be sad or alone.'
( Conclusion, further thoughts on The End. )

Hit me.

Hit me as hard as you can.

( [seriously] )

...

My stomach's fine.

My throat isn't.

My mind isn't.

I'm not feeling well...


I got the print shop open... Yay? http://seira-chan33.deviantart.com/journal/19302279/
I hope people buy things...

And I drew up character design sheets for Sean and Trigger. It's actually really good - I'm figuring out a lot of shit about the both of them, that I just hadn't bothered to think of before.

Also, I love the art from this series. http://azndream.info/Mangas/XXXHolic/index.html I really need to finish it someday...

( More emo... )

DX DX DX.

Feeling emo.

DX DX DX.


( About my day, then more emo yelling. )